My schedule was all mixed up today. I was up for a while in the earlier morning. There wasn’t much to say or do or therefore now to recollect. I do remember feeling disappointed when I found out the camp breakfast was cereal and fruit. The boys were sleeping pretty soundly so I decided not to wake them. The other I had to wake up because he washes dishes and would have to go work.

So I went back to bed and stayed there until ten. I fell back asleep, but the rest of the time I just didn’t get up. I felt more depressed for whatever reason. You hear people mention the struggle to get out of bed. I think any actual time I’ve been legitimately depressed I have had to get out of bed because there were other people around who were also depending on me. This time nobody was.

The afternoon was fun. I had a play date with a girl who is here for the week. She was one of my sister’s best friends in high school. She’s had one of those lives that truly opens your eyes to the world. We went down to the beach and took the paddleboard out. It was the first time this summer with the perfect weather and breeze to do it. The rest of the day then was mostly good again too.