Somehow we’re in April now. People keep talking about how they’re starting to stress with the approaching end of semester but up until now I haven’t felt any of that. With pretty much every assignment left due this month, I really do need to get cracking on the homework and finish the things I need to do. This power point presentation is the thing that is stressing me out most and after that is over I will be able to relax.

I’ve started to have a little bit of regret from leaving Contact. Not so much the leaving itself, but the timing and how I managed the exit. While the teachers are supportive, they encouraged me to come to them first before making such a big decision without them. I did think that it all probably came out of the blue. But the fact was that certain things with me there had been slowly building over time. I was tired of ignoring it.

And ready to be challenged in areas I’m needing to grow. Unfortunately I still have two videos left to accumulate and show but with no clients to record. I was at Thrive yesterday making things crystal clear with my supervisor. He tells me that I am the number one priority in getting the next two people who come in. There is cop coming out of rehab that he says he is not going to have any time to do the assessment for.

But I probably won’t get the cop because there is too much on the line with him being a professional. In his defense, he said I was giving mixed messages as to what I was needing. Laid back, in no rush, whenever it happens. We actually had a great conversation and I think I really am at peace now both with him and with the site. I’ve decided I am there to be humble and learn, to be more like the baby learning to walk.