So that is basically the update with Zorro. She learned it’s okay and even good for him to have kennel time, that it would be helpful to also have and use a prong collar, and he worked on trying to move him through his stunted play. Zorro was over again for part of the day and my son and I took him on a walk in the morning. He makes me realize how slow I tend to walk and in that way helps me speed up my pace.

This afternoon we met with a pastor for part of this remediation process the district present is having us go through. I’m being purposely vague and am leaving out details. It is something that in my opinion needed to happen several years ago but I am not going to complain and I trust God’s timing. I didn’t really think the pastor meetings were necessary but it was one of those things where I wanted to listen.

I’ve kind of reached this point where I’m basically tired of my own inertia and the way it holds me back from my fuller development and being all who I could be. Sometimes it’s easier not to do something and other times it’s just that I’m too afraid to. I’m desiring to breakthrough and pursue my dreams in a fearless way. I hold back so much and could give so much more. Love is a very, very strong and powerful motivator.