I’m sitting here in the campus center wondering what exactly I’m doing here. The coffee shop is closed and the janitors are already vacuuming. The drive went well after leaving home around 8:30. I had some time to think and called my aunt and talked to her. Ethan was still at practice when I arrived at the campus so I parked in front of the football field, pulled my blanket close to me, and fell asleep until he met me.

We drove over to the place where I am staying. I’m slightly regretting not getting a hotel room only because once I leave here I’m going to be ready to sleep again. We went to Jimmy John’s for supper because he’s done that before and knows he can run afterward. We talked about his schedule for the next few semesters and he didn’t exactly ask me but I gave him my blessing for dropping out of the honors program because sometimes you have to sacrifice good things for better things.

I ordered shoes from Amazon for him and his brother. We drove down the road to the apartment complex where they might be living but no one is sure yet. After that I dropped him off as there was nothing left to do. I said I was going to Janzow for a while to work on homework. I told them I’d be back around 8 and figured that will allow some time to catch up and still get to bed early. I always did feel kind of alone here.