I want to write about something else tonight but I don’t know what. Work went fine, thankfully. I like working day shift better than evening shift I think. There are good things about each but ultimately I like just going in the morning and getting it over with and still feeling like you have some of the day. The thought of being there until almost midnight anymore just seems like something I could do if I truly needed to but isn’t what I would want or choose to do if I did have a choice, which I did.

The days still seem so full. I don’t know if I’ll truly ever have time to write or think about anything else other than what is going on here. In my head I have mature words from a seasoned life. I can hear them faintly. At times I feel like they do come out.

It’s Joyful Hearts week this week. The younger three boys are working and I’m thoroughly missing having my little chicks under my wings. Elianna is with Miles after spending the day in Hannibal. Ethan and Laura are rightly spending time with the other parents. Josh is being a boss and being present for all of the people. I almost forgot I’m supposed to go put Zorro to bed. Sometimes I wish I had a person to keep me company, when I’m too tired to do much else besides write something.