It’s too early in the summer for me to be feeling the frustration of camp. It’s just the back to back weeks of having people I know here where I am out of my routine and needing to be giving attention to other people. I am taking off work. I am not doing dishes and no one else is here doing them either. My mom texted today trying to set up a date for my youngest sister’s wedding shower. I told her the summer was better for me because in the fall there is the baby and cross country traveling.

I finished my bio for the other counseling practice. I’m actually happy with how it turned out. There’s this whole onboarding checklist that I am currently going through and that was one of the things on the list. I actually feel excited about starting out with this other job and the chance to just gradually see where it goes. Now I’m having fantasies about my Thrive supervisor coming to me for therapy and getting to help him that way. I feel like I was supposed to help him somehow and didn’t get to.

Today was a normal day of being around for Joyful Hearts week. The nurse and I set up the meds for the week with a new system we talked about trying during last year. She does most of the work, don’t anyone get the wrong idea. I am actually not there at the bedtime med pass right now. It rained throughout the day and the power went off for a split second. I prayed as soon as it went off thinking about all the people in the CGC. Thankfully it came back on because they really do need it.