It’s been a long day. I’ve actually been pretty hyper and happy today except now that I’m home and in bed the fatigue is finally registering and hitting me. We had a staff meeting this morning at Hope which contained no information that I needed to know but at least was useful in earning me $50. There’s still just something about it that I can’t put into words. I wouldn’t say my heart broke, but it definitely cracked somehow and now I’m needing some time to let those cracks fill back in.

I was at my other place in the afternoon and still really love it. I love the environment and the people who work there. One girl I was talking to today who is a counselor told me she was flying out tomorrow to film a movie in Hollywood. I knew that her boyfriend was famous (to others) from someone telling me when we had the same class together. But I didn’t realize she was in movies. She said acting has been more like a hobby in her spare time but now it is starting to pick up for her.

Hopefully I keep liking it there because there is no where else to go after this. I had some really weird blunders today where I mixed up a text message between two people who had very similar looking first names. Another time I was trying to empathize with a girl who’d dealt with an injury all summer. When she was talking about how she’d gained weight I said, “Well yeah plus it was wintertime!” I tried to make sense at first, but finally had to just say “I don’t know why I said that!”